and it isn’t really all that lovely. i look forward to watching some olympics, but other than that i just want to stay up where there’s no schedule and no hurry and no doing anything that i don’t want to do. next week with my fam will be pretty chill too but there’s always that [...]
Entries from August 2004
August 12, 2004
internet?
Apparently I am picking up a trusty wireless network here at my apartment. Awfully convenient for me, wouldn’t you say? Goin to the cabin tomorrow!!!!! I cannot wait. I am sooo ready for a holiday. I’m just so sick of doing meaningless work. That’s kinda my tagline this summer. Like if my life was a [...]
August 11, 2004
why can’t i get paid
to do something that i like? if only i got paid $9/hr to work at the bookstore…
so i met my soulmate today. you know that feeling that you get sometimes when you look at someone and think “i know without even speaking to you that we would get along and i want to date you.” [...]
August 9, 2004
perfectly lovely
I was right. Today did have to be better than yesterday. It was, infinitely better. For one thing, I woke up a little stoned from last night. Then Ellie B and I went to church which was wonderful as usual. We arrived back at my house to collect Ellie R (aka Pug) and go to [...]
August 7, 2004
he doesn’t love me
or at least he doesn’t show it. i suppose his general apathy towards me can be interpreted in a number of ways but i’ll opt to go melodramatic for the time being. i haven’t had a day this miserable all summer. i need so prozac. or maybe just a cigarette. whatever. something to get me [...]
August 7, 2004
prozac
had a show tonight. it was my stage management debut. scary. it was scary. i hate feeling so powerless. it’s hard to explain, really, but i like the power of being on stage during a performance. it’s easier then to just think about your own task and not obsess about how everyone is messing up. [...]
August 6, 2004
Thank you Baby Pug!
So thanks to Ellie Rose I now have a live journal… maybe now my life will get interesting enough to write about. I worked again today all day long. I get to go dancing tonight, though, with my friends from Augsburg. I haven’t seen these people in so long! I can’t wait til school starts [...]
