insomnia be damned, what is summer for? this is me enjoying the heat and the calm and the company of friends. happy. this is me happy. and it’s taken me like three weeks to figure out how to get here. i can’t live without summer. what will happen when i turn into a real person [...]
Entries from June 2005
June 23, 2005
sleepless nights don’t bother me at all
i love the safety of a dark bedroom. last night i was restless and tonight i’m simply contemplative. happy and content. content. i’ve been waiting for that word.
June 22, 2005
mulling
my head is full of thoughts and i can’t sleep. i hate lying awake in the dark, this almost never happens to me.i must be stressed out about something.i mean obviously i’m stressed out about /something/. i mean, ever since i got back from my trip i’ve been freaking out. what is up with me? [...]
June 22, 2005
snuggle
i’ve been taking stupid tests on okcupid for the last hour and watching friends. i am so sick of guys. it takes some good girl time to remind me how much i’m sick of ‘em. we had an htc board meeting tonight. just four girls sittin’ and chattin’ and it was so nice. just my [...]
June 20, 2005
4:09 am and counting
still awake… go figure. sitting in my total mess of a room. i think i’d be hard to live with. too lazy to clean up for now. tackle it this week maybe. home alone tonight and turned on all the lights in the house. i don’t think anyone ever outgrows fear exactly, we all just [...]
June 17, 2005
no more negativity here!
i maid a whole seperate blog for dumping my negativity into and here i go poisoning happyfuntime. well i suppose that’s what happens when my motivation is insomnia. had me a lovely girl’s night out (ahem, girls’ night IN) tonight. how i love my friends. damn good thing chelsie is staying, i’d get pretty testosteroned [...]
June 15, 2005
retrospective
I’ve been reading my old LiveJournal entries. I can be clever when I put my mind to it. I’m… apprehensive about the summer. So far I’ve enjoyed myself most with people who don’t live in this city. Oh how I yearn for the days when no one moved more than 50 miles from their homes. [...]
