Entries from February 2006

February 27, 2006

Ego

On my Google homepage I have three counters. One is counting down to my birthday, one to the opening of my show, and one to the last day of school. This past Friday they read, respectively, 33, 55, and 66. Eerie.
I’m interested in the relationship between anger and passion. It seems to me that the [...]

February 25, 2006

Don’t

I am leavin’ in the morning so let’s not be shy.
I watched Elizabethtown with Hannah tonight. I liked it better than I remembered. I think my impression of a movie has a lot to do with who else it there when I see it. The first time I saw it with Chelsie and we sort [...]

February 24, 2006

Chicago

I’m off to Illinois this weekend. Hannah has an audition at DePaul on Sunday and so we’re making a quick weekend trip. I think we’re going to see Wicked on Saturday night. Exciting!
I went to a band concert at South tonight. Hannah is first chair in the Wind Ensemble. They were really good. Hannah has [...]

February 22, 2006

Bombs

Growl.
Fuckin’ intense day. Chelsie is so on my mind that Interact is sometimes hard to take.
Before I fell asleep last night I figured out some of the confusion I’ve been plagued with. I didn’t get much sleep, but I feel whole today in a way I’ve been missing. A jarring day, too, to be sure, [...]

February 20, 2006

Algebra

Hello! I am having the best week ever.
My week which, for the sake of being able to say that I am in the middle of a fantastic week started on Thursday, began with the discovery of extra funds. Then,Thursday night, I went to Applebee’s with my friends and hooked up with Sarah and Amanda. Friday [...]

February 18, 2006

deeply

(it’s too cold for bedbugs)

February 17, 2006

shiver

It’s not going to get warmer than -8 F today. Just thought you all should know.

February 16, 2006

and that is the truth

My date last weekend was not good. I’ve been shy about saying that for some reason but there it is. I am for some reason trying to force something that can’t be forced. I’m pretty awesome… If I can let it happen (“it” being, to quote a long-ago post, a mutually beneficial heterosexual love relationship) [...]

February 16, 2006

Baked Alaska

I’m mixed up and confused.
I feel like I’ve been waiting for something for a really long time. Just like the hours that a child lies sleepless on Christmas Eve, so are my days filled with anticipation and impatience. For what? I don’t know. All I know is that I can’t sleep at night, can’t concentrate [...]

February 14, 2006

Aren’t dads great?

It’s still early in the week I know, but I think that my dad will win this week’s big cookie award. He brought me a new computer!

No one was using this old hybrid iBook and it’s running OSX and everything… I’ve spent the last few hours making it mine. I’ve done my best without actually [...]